sometimes i realize that being so razor sharp focused and knowing yourself so well due to constant introspection can cause loneliness because you’re so certain of what you want to achieve, what your dreams are, and the road less travelled that you’ll have to take in order to get there.
while others keep themselves distracted in momentary pleasures, you see the long-term goal of fulfillment, and that’s much harder to attain than a brief and passing moment of fun.
i’m just laying here, waiting for the day where this all pays off eventually.